Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Life Goes on ???


How is life going ??

am doing fine da, its cool and rocking ... I always used to say this..


One day, I was idle nothing left to do, so thought of checking the above statement,  tried to screen my 24 yrs of life journey, vicissitudes that I have undergone so far.


When I think about Changes in my life, first ever transformation that I had was with my school(VII std),I was made to join a new school.(Old school had only till VI std). Very little kid I was, so had no choices or not given any choices.I moved from a school where I was one among the 10 students in the class to a school where there were around 30 per section and 4 sections per class.(ie one among 120) .The whole VII went miserably, depressed, felt inferior and then everything changed gradually. I had a very little part to play in this period of my life


My second change also happened during my school days, XI std.. One among 30 to among 75 ( that too only guys ) ..I was given three choices and was asked to take a decision that will decide my career path . computers/accounts/bio . I straight away went with computers, but this was not a matured or furistic decision, to be frank its was coz was one of my best friend and his friends opted it. Funny, as I look to it now, but thats how I made it.I just went with the wind


Next part, college , no let me call it as BE , coz those days to me BE was the only course so I preffered it, then I took Computer science eng in Sona college..
Why BE - I never thought there was anything left than this
Why CS - The only term that I was at least familiar with ( ECE,EEE,MECH ---#$($*% )
Why Sona - No choices here, I managed to get only this college

Though all most all guys around me had the same answer for the first one and relative answer for the second too. Few buddies chased alteast for the third part. which I did not care about, I had no exposure or desire on it , which other pals had . Life just gave me, I had it ..


Four long years of college passed away beautifully , where the main motto was to enjoy. Then came my next transition. My carrier, those days it was a straight forward decision for me to go for MNCs ,easy hittable target.

Preperation for it was quite simple, just made a blind copy of seniors resume, made fine with basic technical skills, prepared to present myself differently with these I managed to fetch a job too !! With almost having no idea about MNCs, the style of job or the way of working I got a job. When I re-think  about this now, its clear to me that lack of dream or ambition made me a SE.Feel intimated when I think where I would have been if there were no IT MNCs.Again Life just threw it to me and I managed to hold it . Even this part of  my life I had no chase within me


My carrier started ,entered a MNC proudly, was almost a hero to all my family members ( who thought, its tough to find a place in MNCs ). The game of MNC started with their own technical raining , where they trained me and molded me technically, without even knowing my interest or strength in that technology, they just gave me a technology to survive. Again I went through the path that life gave me..


After almost a year later a sharp thought "STOP this is not my cup of tea !!". 24yrs it took for me to just think about this. Each day I traveled in the direction that was shown to me..


Life Goes on and I just follow it !! Let me try to pave my own path from now on

PS: let me TRY :-)