Dheena -RIP

Death - One of the worst penalty of Life and hardest truth to take forward .. Fate has played its cruel role last night, yes it has taken one my closest friend away from this world .. Dheena dhayalan !!!! Finding it hard to digest still when I heard the news last night. He is no more after a road accident..I am Experiencing death at a very close distance for first time in my life...

Machan why did that happen to you..Machan the words 'love and miss' will just not  be enough to express my pain.. I dont know how to shed my emotions off da .. If your are able to feel me from anywhere, please forgive me for not taking part in your demise ... Will not be able to forget your voice calling 'Supini' and ur laughter sound ...

Just can't accept this fact of life da, Is this the life .. Do I need to cross these things in my life ??? Will be missing your presence through out my life da ...

Wherever your soul is, I sincerely pray your soul to rest in piece. Please GOD give some ray of hope to his parents and take care of my dear friend wherever he is now

With Love and Tears,
Subu

Deivathirumagal !!

I witnessed the emotional bond between Krishna and Nila, yes watched the movie 'Deivathirumagal'.. I was already in a wait to watch this movie, but after seeing the overwhelming comments from my friends in FB and Twitter  I just decided to put an end to the wait.. It got released in very few theatres here, so me along with my friend travelled 60 miles to watch the movie ... 


                    Films displayed the love between an insane father and daughter in an untouched way. Krishna was brilliant, I did not see a single bit of Vikram's resemblance in him. He is a Legend, no need to argue any more. Vikram described the word 'perfection' beautifully, right from the beginning to the dot the same body language..More than that the same tongue language. He can make you to cry, no matter how strong you are ...In a scene When Krishna was asked 'Ena panre Krishna, kuzhantha azhuthu inge' his reply with 'Ena pananum??'  simply defines his character ...Effortlessly he steals the show... 


                  Vikram had a tough competitor Nila, her character was created as cute as she is !! with a 'Viputhi' and 'kumkum' the small angel looked too beautiful ..I would object if some one calls her as Baby  Sarah, definitely a kid cannot act in such a splendid way !! The scene where one of her class mate informs her teacher that her father is mad, her tone reacts 'illai', with a powerful expression is just an example,I was just thinking how did they manage even to show her angry in few scenes, unbelievable 


                  The film between these two, also involved few more characters, who did their best part to make the movie to move .. Especially Santhanam and Anushka, gave their best ...Nasar, believe everyone is tired in praising him .Another feather to his crown 


                 Above all, the full Accolade goes to Vijay !! What a creator..Film might been inspired by 'I am Sam' movie, let there be some bits and pieces..But still I believe this is his best creation.. He just managed to deliver an emotional bonding between father and daughter in beautiful and enjoyable way . His presence behind the screen was noticeable in many scenes like hiding image of 'Banu' (mother of Nila) through out the movie, when teacher says 'There are plenty for adults to learn from them'. Parallel track of father and daughter love between Ygee and Anushka was also described neatly without much explanation.The way how final court scene was taken is itself a proof, when judge himself watching Krishna and Nila, without listening the argument ...


               The technical team also showed their hunger and their presence in this movie, the cinematography of 'Vizhigalil oru vanavil' itself will speak about Nirav shah.. 'Kadha sola poren' song was creative.. GV, was mind blasting and sensible through out.. Antony's with scissors had meadows touch.. Dialogue writer stunned audience in many occasion, notably when Amala Paul ask Nila 'En apa venum, naagae ilayaa ??' her reply ' Nee matum unga apa kooda irukae, naan irukae koodathaa' Goosebumps ..


              Plenty of scenes in the movie will be very close to the heart, but the final court scene was mind blowing and the climax was acceptable, I swear none among us would have listened what Nasar was arguing/speaking about, when Krishna and Nila was speaking with each other in their language ... No words to describe Silence !! 


              I got immersed in emotion and was really blown away by this movie, believe we need not ask the question 'Did you cry watching the movie' instead we can ask 'How many times you cried ?' ..


PS : Heard a conversation between a guy to his friend 'Enda intha padathuku kutitu vandae, azuthuten da !!' ...

What the future is about to be

Just started asking the question to myself, and felt a bit okay when my own desires and ambitions flashed my mind, but every one of them is some how or other related to my career or some materialistic thing. Just when I asked the same question with respect to relationship, I had no clue.

Four years passed as a flash after my college, it was quick more than what I even imagined, more importantly the number count of 'unforgettable days' after my college got reduced.

Even before two years, though was missing the college fun stuff, did not really feel of sailing alone. I think that was mainly because of the BACHELOR life.Its always fun, when guys are around you .

Any hard feelings related to office or family regret will just get vanished the moment I step into my house. The funda begins and always has made me to forget anything hectic or worry some. That is the magical touch of guys staying together, though I missed the hostel experience during my college, I thought I had it during those days. I was so lucky to be with the same bunch of guys, whom I used to roam around during my college days

Though we were staying away from the city, the enjoyment was always there.Though the weekends was not a  fantasy, but still had its own touch to remember. Just when everything seemed to be getting settled, LIFE had its own plans to play

Nine months done, since I came onsite.It was a dream for me to come here earlier.In the span of nine months it changed, I missed many occasions of my best pals. Missed to register my presence in those occasions, I just had the images, but missed to be there and to register myself with some of the beautiful moments of my friend's life. But my actual worry is not only missing these occasions alone, but just beyond that .

My next phase of my life,it looks worrying a bit. Few guys already got married and they are out of the league, rest of them are waiting for their chances to move abroad.The fun filled BACHELOR life seems to be no more .Just thinking whether the bonding between the guys will be the same, since everyone have their own commitments

I feel the next part of  my life is going to be ruthless, just carrying self ambition and desire .I know that is the part of life's game and we need to take part.

Though the bond among us will be carried through the social networking sites, will miss the special ambience around me....

Saluting the real hero !!

April 7th 2011

Exactly 5 days after WC triumph, still refusing to come out of the victorious moments.Past few days went very busy in searching the narration of India's glory . Sachin,Sachin Sachin, my heart beat was chanting 5 days ago, I was happy for him, traversed entire FB,twitter and other webs to see my fellows own creativity in framing new phrases betweenWorld cup and Sachin .

I remember, two days back in the midway I also came through a link 'fight against corruption', just clicked the link, but refused myself to pass through it fully. Mid yesterday number of hits over the same link was more, so this time just went through it and checked what was it .. 'Fight against corruption, pass this on and sign it up' was the quote.. Ignored it again, thought it never gonna happen.. finally end of last day, after finishing my duties in FB and twitter..finally saw 'ANNA HAZARE', just read the summary of the activity .The thought that passed my mind was 'An old man, fasting to fight against corruption and wanted to amend Jan Lokpal Bill'..EOD

Later today, the number posts in twitter and FB started hitting more, made me to think who was this man and what is he trying to do.Real pain started after knowing that a 72 year old gentle man, putting best of his efforts and fighting against corruption, that too fighting against the Indian government, a 25 year old guy sitting some where away from India and living my own life.The moment made me to call myself as 'Selfish', I can bring hundreds of reason to justify my situation . But still I know the truth and pain.This is his 3rd day of his hunger strike against corruption.

He suddenly looked to me as a big hero,Inspiror..Sachin, the GOD is standing miles away from him now. I am not sure whether I need to thank him or ask sorry to him, if I get a chance to meet him.But I feel, that I miss an opportunity to support him and stand with him
 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anna_Hazare.

Though I know this is my emotional bond, I just wanted to bash my emotions through this note and console myself that at-least I register and preserve this moment , also to take with me going forward. My sincere prayer to him and to his supporters who are in action along side of him. Saluting the hero, and very proud of him

Harsha's emotions !!

India vs SouthAfirca, WC 2011 league match [12-03-2011]. Messy show from Indian team, pretty sure that the heart and mind of cricket crazy would have been sinked in sorrow after that poor show. This article a very special one to me, think this should be posted in Indian dressing room and all the players should have a look at this before they play the upcoming days.. Harsha's pen after that match 

Will world cup win Sachin this time

The only feather left out of his crown is the world cup triumph ...Its not only the master's thirst, its a country's dream . A  photo of WC winning Indian team with little master one among them would be an all time memory not only for Master, also for his followers

The biggest ambition for each and every cricketer would be to register their name in the history by being in WC winning team. I believe right from 1992 the little master should be waiting for this moment .. So its a very long wait, almost 20 years ..

Earlier WC during 90s, He was the only player who used to carry the whole nations dream . Even the opponent would know that they are only one wicket away from victory against us when Master is on the crease and even though rest of the batsmen are yet to play ..

What else one can expect, when some one delivers their best when they are emotionally down... He has given that countless number of times to India. The toughest among them was his brilliant century against Kenya during 99 WC, which was his immediate match after his father's demises .. Some can say, it was just knock against the weak Kenyan team.. But the real fact was Indian team was mentally down after losing the previous match against Zimbawe . Above that giving your best when your emotionally broken is unimaginable..He gave it, for the nation ..

Starting  from 2000 things got changed, we got 6 to 7 more players (never include a bowler though) to share the pressure from Master. I am sure that most of us who had the habit of turning TV off when he is gone during 90s, are watching the match till the end with faith ..

Its a dream batting order, no big expectation on Sachin this time. We have a Sehwag to blast, ghambir to steady, Dhoni to fight and Yusuf to demolish even though Sachin miss to bang . All eye on Sachin and Dhoni's combination, this would be India's better chance of winning the WC .

Master has got bag full of awards and recognition, but to be a member of WC team will always be a best things to carry along with him.So as one among the crazy cricket lover of the nation, expecting(Praying) India to win the WC .

Winning the WC with sachin in, will be a happy note, but winning the WC due to Sachin, will be a treasurable note ;-)

Hoping for the best !!! Come on India !!!

ஒருநாளின் வியப்புகள் !!

Day : 27/11/2010 Saturday
Location : Ashby De la Zouch (Small British village)

Exactly its my 50th day in this English soil, winter already started ..Day light ends here by 4:00 pm daily and the cold wind always blows even when the sun is shining high above the head.. Each day, when I woke up, will be openning my window curiously to know how the day looks..

The day started as usual , opening the window, surprised.... Its SNOW all over..Beautiful, White colour was spread around every where in the houses,cars the park near my house..Excited totally on seeing snow first time.So the day started in a more colourful way !!

So as planned, took some snaps and ensured to capture these moments.There was yet another plan for the day, haircut .. Every one might be thinking whats there to plan for this..Coz, this was my first trial in the Britain.. Already heard and seen many of my friends (bad) experience here

So thought of taking an expert advise, who was the latest victim too !!..He told me few major points
 * Clippers - (local trimmers ) Make sure, they use them only for the side ways and not the upper and front portion of the hair

 * Size - starts from 0 and increases, lesser the number more the loss of hair.. He said he took number 3 last time, immediately I decided to take number 4 (on seeing his hairstyle)

Checked with him regarding the location and Started walking towards the town.The whole village was filled with white every where..It was good to walk in the snow too ( except the cold )..Few places I was able to see the ice melting due to the sun rays. Reached the destination !!

Nothing much differed in look when comparing to one in our Salem... Same newspapers around to make us entertaining, but the TV was missing and found some toys that was kept for the children..My turn came. I went and sat on the same designed chair ..

young lady came..My first surprise (Paaru da , namba urlayum taan kada irukae ??) .So she started asking something, I was not able to guess what where those..Just started "Need to shorten them", she was clue less.Immediately I said "number 4 and use clippers around, scissors in the front" (namaku therinja matter avalavu taan).She took the trimmer and started the job.. Many thoughts came across my mind

At one point, she just asked "is this fine ?? ".. I was without my specks and said its fine and asked her to proceed ..(athoda vilaivu, i came to know after 5 mins).. Atlast she used some word to denote 'Girudha', some how assumed, she was asking about that and managed to clear her question on the length of 'Girudha'

So all done, she again used a mirror to show my rear part of my hair..Again without specks, same way said its  fine..then its done ...Now the final part..Bill, she charged.. 9 pounds (9*70 = 630)..(Naan apadiaye shock ayitaen) .

My friend told that they would charge,nine when they use scissors fully else they will charge less.So I asked the same, she confirmed again saying the same (namba neram, oru varusathuku haircutuku panrae selavae..orae naale panitaen).

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The highlight of all these is, I dint notice my hairstyle after that, when I was walking back home only, I remembered that I dint see my hair style and when I noticed it !!!! (Ena koduma sir ithu !! )